Samuel M. - Strength/Direction

Guys pray for me, I got six months sober, got me a vehicle,  looking for place and soon to get a dog. Gods be starting to answer some prayers ! He gave me the Patience and strength to wait ! But, I have this sense that something bad is supposed to happen to me ??? I got this “ obstacle “laid on to me I don’t wanna go into detail but I can’t tell if it’s the devil or a gift from god or a test ??? I’m really stressing about it and just wanna be a god son to the highest father and not have lust in my heart rn