Chris G. - Self

Today is not the day for me. I feel trapped and burdened even though I am not. It seems like the walls are closing in while yet in freedom. I don't want to do anything, I want to build and stick to a routine that isn't routine. I want to know how to all things I need to do and want to do while letting things take care of themselves. I feel both overwhelmed and underwhelmed at the same time. O know that this too shall pass.